I let the source within choose.
When Structure Overpowers Sensitivity
A few years ago, I attended a conference about starting a business and creating income. At that time, I was already in a period of inner transition — sensitive, open, and aware of subtle shifts in energy. What I noticed very clearly was a tension in the room. A collision of energies.
There was a strong focus on structure, concepts, methods, and replication. How to do it “right.” How others had done it. How to package, scale, and sell.
And while none of that is wrong in itself, something in me quietly withdrew.
Intellect or Inner Source?
I am sensitive to the difference between what is created from the intellect and ego — and what is born from the inner source. From feeling. From truth. From the part of us that already knows
Creating From Ego vs Creating From Flow
Later, I tried to create courses myself — even methods. Looking back now, I can see it clearly: I created from the ego. I copied. I adapted. I followed frameworks that worked for others. What emerged was conceptual, method-based, and structured — but not alive in the way I know creation can be.
It lacked flow.
And it lacked joy.
What I know now, with clarity and calm, is this: What comes from the source within us carries a completely different quality. It nourishes both the creator and the receiver. It feels spacious, honest, and effortless — even when it requires dedication.
Something Has Shifted
Over the past few weeks, I’ve written a new book. It has been six years since the last one.
And something is different.
This time, I didn’t write to meet expectations. I didn’t write to position myself. I didn’t write to fit into a market.
I wrote because something wanted to move through me.
It feels more like me than anything I’ve created before.
A Simple Practice of Listening
At the heart of it all is a simple practice: To pause. To listen. To feel.
To ask, gently and without pressure:
What wants to come through me now? What wants to be expressed? What wants to take form?
And to let the source guide me — to listen for what wants to be done.
When we are in flow, creation happens naturally. When we brake, overthink, or force direction, the flow stops.
So the questions I live with today are simple — and enough:
What wants to come through me?
What wants to be done through me — if anything at all?
Not questions to answer from the intellect, but to sense into — and respond from feeling.
From the feeling that arises when I am open enough to receive it.
Not questions to answer quickly. But questions to live with.
Simple. Quiet. True.
❤️🧡💛💚💙💜🤍
Anders Stark
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